" If you'd come today you could have reached a whole nation.
Israel in 4BC had no mass communication.
Don't get me wrong I only want to know.
Jesus Christ Jesus Christ
Who are you? What have you sacrificed? "
Andrew Lloyd Webber
I've been listening to a Mary Magdalene chant after chats with my soul sista's about our experiences with HER and the need NOW for dedicated temples spaces to honour the feminine. Mary Magdalene was Jesus's sacred healer - libeled as a prostitute she seriously got a bum-rap for her feminine redemptive powers.
The chant activated something in my energetic field. Something powerful I'd not experienced before. I experienced HER very strongly through my body - fast tracking revelations and intuitive gifts moved through me for about an hour.
What happened next was unbelievable but it happened.
The next morning I was showering before a client appointment and wham, I closed my eyes, and there was Jesus in the shower cubicle with me. I've not felt his energy for a long time. The amount of love emanating from his being was overwhelming. I wept out loud. I wept because I felt my exposure to HIM through my distorted Christian church experiences left me lacking. What I felt for the first time was the direct experience of him.
Moments later, The next vision came. Bam. It was Mary Magdalene - she was hanging on the cross. Another wave of emotion swept through me. I felt the pain of her sacrifice and long standing mistreatment. The many thousands of years the feminine had been vanquished and slandered - it all rushed through my - the millennium of injustice of her rejection by patriarchy was deeply saddening.
But it didn't end there. I regained some composure and bent down to pick up my dropped soap and wham there was Judas. Yes Judas. what the f*ck.....He was asking for forgiveness...talk about a packed shower and all this happened 20 mins before my client is due to arrive.
Normally my boundaries on allowing energetic stuff through is so strong it flows when I am available to feel and sense the messages fully but this was inconvenient and I asked to put the request for forgiveness on hold til after my client. The response was immediate - no. I had to deal with this now.
So I'm now dressed and brushing my teeth when I closed my eyes and took some deep breaths into Her. Judas appeared again with the same request. He was asking Mary for forgiveness. Judgement rose inside of me. I took a few more breaths with toothpaste now dribbling down my chin.
And then it came through me - it was not my decision. I didn't quite know what to do with this request. Then one of my primary guides Anubis (yes Ancient Egyptian God who is the door bouncer for the Underworld - weighing the heart against a feather) stepped forward. He has been guiding me for number of years. His word is exacting and impersonal. Pure unadulterated soul intelligence. I feel privileged to experience his presence regularly. What came next was incredible.
Anubis reached inside Judas chest and removed his pulsing heart. He then weighed Judas heart and the scales tipped heavy against the feather. So Judas was taken into the underworld scorched and then returned to the world of spirit so he could then ascend with what where nothing short of stunningly beautiful full feathered angels. I weep for him - his heavy heart and remorse was his saving grace but first he had to feel the pain of what he'd done fully with an intense flesh schorching trip to the underworld. You couldn't make this stuff up.
The world of energy beyond the unseen continues to fascinate me. Beyond the logic mind it all made sense and that's how energy in the field works. We may not be able to fathom intellectually what's occurring but our soul knows exactly what needs to happen. We just have to get out of the way.
My work has expanded expontently since I surrendered more deeply to my service to the light. It continues to humble me. Magic is pure love and yes there are Dark forces also at work that we lightwalkers and death walkers must protect ourselves against. This work is not for the faint hearted. It chooses us. Just as feminine Leadership does. Feminine Leadership requires a deep faith in the wisdom of the unseen as well as the contining discipline to stay present and get out of the way for light to heal what is required.
I feel very supported by my guides and guardians and am continually reminded that I have responsibilities to support getting out of my own way! With the gift of tapping into the metaphysical comes great responsibility. I must remain vigilant to how I manage my energy including grounding regularly into my body through embodiement practice so I can act as a conduit.
Yes it's not easy nor is it glamorous but it beats being bombarded by unwelcome energetic visitors that are attracted to your light. So do your practices. Listen and respond to the messages, clues and guidance as it comes without interference. As the Buddhists say "chop wood n bake bread daily" with your practices and get out of the way. Repeat. That's when the magic of the feminine currant moves through you.
I am privileged to educate and support clients who want to learn how to manage their energy and connect them more deeply with their guides and guardians. If you feel you are ready to open to the unseen forces to be in greater service feel free to drop me a line.